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Take my life...Take my life
Or give me a reason to live
For all these years I've lived
are like stones in a lake
Sinking as they touch
Take my hand
And lead me to a world
where people don't think
For all these thoughts i thought
are washed away by them
And their inhibitions
Take my breathe
and let me wake up
from a world of dreams
For all the dreams i saw
were shattered to pieces
on ground of reality
Take my eyes
and let me be blind
so I see nothing
For all these things I saw
were fake as a mirage
just seeming to be real
Take my soul
and let me be a stone
so I feel nothing
For all these things I felt
were happy illusions
as mean as they could be
Or take my heart
and fill it with love
So I have nothing
but you in my arms
And the world stares at me
as jealous as it could be
I turn cold because of youHeartless woman I am
You claim I'm the one who left you
You did no wrong
You said you showed how much of a man you are
I didn't have the soul to see it in you
I made unclear decisions
I should be one who need to apologize
I need to keep my promises
But can't we set this drama aside and talk?
I'm sick of you not being able to hear my side
I'm tired of crying along to the broken hearted songs
I'm done begging for forgiveness
Hear my story
Listen to me
I did gave you everything I could
I loved you sincerely
I stayed strong for you
You only did the sweet talks
You flirt with a touch
You cockblock when I spoke with someone I'm not interested
You hardly showed the love
I can't help but wanting to blame you for turning me cold
You made me heartless
Before you walk out and continue to tell the world I'm heartless
Take a second
Cut out all these nonsense
Sit down and talk to me
EmptyI am constantly frozen
Burning from the cold
My heart feels like an icebox
As well as my soul
Everything I tell you
Pierces my kind heart
Rips me limb from limb
And stutters my first start
To say I feel pathetic
Is the lightest way to say
I wish that I could curl up
And sleep in bed all day
.For all my friends, whether close or casual, just because.
One of the longest post I will ever do, and the most real too. Everyone will go through some hard times at some point.
Life isn't easy.
Just something to think about.
Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive?
Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated? Did you know the ones who take care of others all the time are usually the ones who need it the most?
Did you know the three hardest things to say are I love you, I'm sorry, and help me?
Sometimes just because a person looks happy, you have to look past their smile to see how much pain they may be in.
To all my friends who are going through some issues right now--let's start an intention avalanche.
We all need positive intentions right now.
If I don't see your name, I'll understand.
May I ask my friends wherever you might be, to kindly copy and paste this for one hour to give a moment of support
BookmarkI've forgotten who I am,
Just like you have,
Did I ever matter to you?
I'm not sure now,
Maybe you used me,
Until you went away,
To make new friends.
I was nothing but,
A torn piece of paper,
That you used as a bookmark,
In the novel of your life,
Until you could find,
A real one.
The darkness that I had lived in.This dark age to where I had lived
all my life I had been drowned in a black sea
to which I could not find the light to see.
Every day I dread
Knowing that I would always be alone
I had accepted this as my fate
to which I had only tooken the bate
to forever stay here
I let the dark grow in within me
letting it take my body and soul
to know that no one now will lend me a hand
as for I had became a killer to man
The blood that had stained I
only got cousumed by the darkness that I bore
it burnt me right down to the core
For the flame inside had went out and to be never lit again
Why did My life turn out to be this?
Why did I accept that this was alright?
I may not be dying
I only long for someone,
someone to just stay by my side.
Someone to be the light in my dark
with these feeling which I can not bark.
Though I did have one
one person to stay with me
if I liked it or not he was always there
To be continued:
The broken doll
Eliot was mistakenMidsummer finds me
burrowed under a pile of blankets
biting at my fingertips
that I could insinuate myself
between the cracks in my psyche
like so many dandelions on the sidewalk.
Everything Means Nothing To YouI belong in your arms,
You belong on the stage,
And apparently those two things,
Just don't mix.
You're learning so many things,
How to love me.
Making so many friends,
But losing me,
The person you said meant everything to you.
I guess "everything",
Isn't much now is it?
Not if you can throw me away,
Almost six months together,
That might seem like such a long time,
But it's not.
Not to me.
Not to the person who wants to be with you,
Until her last, dying breath.
I guess I could make that come sooner,
Maybe I'll get my wish,
And you'll get your freedom back.
What does it take?What does it take
to describe how I feel?
Pain or crying,
I'll go through it all,
Anything for you,
I'll go through the worst,
And thereafter hide,
All that I ask is that
I get to be by your side,
Because all of this,
Is nothing compared to,
How long I must spend here,
Living without you.
Red Lipstick. I was in love with a girl. Her hair was long and black like a crow, as for her eyes, they were an ice chilling blue. Her lips always colored in gorgeous red lipstick. That red always stuck out on her snow white skin, same for her eyes.
She was haunting yet enchanting to gaze upon. That's why I was in love with her so dearly.
I watched her from day to day. In school or after school, she was a light and I was a moth. I couldn't stay away. Though you could say I was stalking her, obsessing over her. Wanting to just grab her and keep her tucked away from others, from her own life, like a bird in a cage.
One day I found her alone. Her body laid still in the grass, eyes shut from reality, the only thing popped out were those red lips. I knelt down to her brushing my hand against her face. You couldn't imagine how happy I was to be near her. To touch her. I smiled wi
Love and carbonWhat are we?
Just a bunch of Carbon atoms,
roaming freely in the universe
Until they meet, and become one,
maybe not for eternity, but for their lifetimes.
like aching hearts
seen from a distance
A distance which connects them
yet they are far enough
to feel the burning pain of loneliness
A distance which fills the gap between them
like a covalent bond
with nothing but electrons in between
And when the distance lowers
the hearts become closer
like the two moons of Barsoom
they meet in unison
they kiss and consume
the valleys of distance
and make something different
Like a bunch of carbon atoms
roaming freely in the universe
Until they meet, and become one
to create existence
Seen from a distance
A distance that never was
in the hearts that were far apart
Maybe the bond existed
even when they were not a part
of the bigger creation
that we call love
The question is if
Love can be defined
with carbon atoms or not
Is it a chemical
or a pairing of bonds
Or just a piece of distance
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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